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Hiii everybody... First thing first... My name Fasya

I really like Linkin Park so much, they're so AWESOME!!! I love them since their first album and I'm 10 years old that day. I think I can't have a good sleep without hearing LP songs.... MIKE SHINODA is my fav. He's so GREAT!!! but I like all LP guys. Rock On!!! I'm a member of LINKIN PARK STREET TEAM too. Wanna join LPU soon as I can...

I also listen to 30 Seconds To Mars, Aiden, Aloha From Hell, Arctic Monkeys, Armor For Sleep, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Billy Talent, Boys Like Girls, Breathe Carolina, Bring Me The Horizon, Dashboard Confessional, Daughtry, David Cook, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Fort Minor, From First To Last, Forever The Sickest Kids, Funeral For A Friend, Good Charlotte, Lostprophets, Matchbook Romance, Metro Station, My Chemical Romance, Nickelback, Onerepublic, Panic At The Disco, Paramore, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Saosin, Simple Plan, Story Of The Year, Sum 41, Switchfoot, The Academy Is..., The Killers, The Script, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, Yellowcard and many more...

I love sports....!!!! I play it sometimes. Basketball, Badminton, Karting. I like to watch soccer match and I support LIVERPOOL FC, "You'll Never Walk Alone" go..... LFC go.....! I will support u forever. STEVEN GERRAD!!!!! Even I support LFC but I like Cesc Fabregas and Aaron Ramsey from Arsenal FC too... ^^

I watch F1 race, Kimi Raikkonen is the best!!! and I like manga or anime too. Bleach, Zatch Bell and Death Note are the top list for now :D

I also do photography, not that good but I try. I use Canon EOS 30D... and comment my photography blog, plz... But music is my life!!! Can't live without it...

If u have same interest like mine, add me plz! And anybody can add me if u want of course.... and if u want to know more about me, just ask me. Leave comments... I talk with everyone... I like to know new ppl from all around the world... and I use to talk a lot, sorry if u don't like it and sometimes I don't have any idea what to talk about...

Well enough about myself, I talk too much... and I just want to have a lot of friends in here. I'm not good in english, so if I made mistakes with the grammar, spells and others, please forgive me. And I'm not that cheerful I act like that cuz I don't want ppl to know my true feeling... But it doesn't matter

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From this one to fussy beaver, all pictures made by myself. Well I know its not good but at least I try :P

They glowing and they make my life glow too...

The animation ones... Even PowerPuff Girls love Linkin Park ^^

yup!!! I like hoodie!!! :D

Hope you all like it... :)

DEAN!!! ^^ He's the best big brother ever in the whole wide world...

PS: Check out my photography collection at http://www.fussy-beaver.deviantart.com

Background

Hometown: Jakarta
Education: High/Secondary School
Occupation: Student
Politics: Don't Care
Religion: Muslim

Currently

Reading: Stardust
Watching: Supernatural, Heroes
Buying: CD's, Converse, Hooded Jacket
Doing: Photography, Graphic Design
Going to: Avenged Sevenfold concert
Listening to: Linkin Park, Evanescence, Aiden
Playing: PC Games
Working: My thriller story with Sami and Shiv

Love

Status: Single
Kids: None Yet - Someday
Looking for ...: Men
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn (December 22 - January 19)

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Is He My Guardian Angel?

June 4, 2008

Come in and read it... And I know it's long... Sorry about that...

Well it happened 6 years ago when I was 12-year-old girl. I go to junior high school, everything going alright in the beginning, but after a month, I dunno something unusual happen to me. In the past 5 years, I can’t remember some of my memory.

Let’s talk about the problem. Everyday I become like under control, I was angry and mad all day without any reason. One day I punched my sister when she was sleep. My hands moved by itself. I was screaming and it makes my closest neighbor came to my house and help to make me stay away from my sis. But guess what, 5 men can’t stop me. Can’t you believe it??? I guess not and you will start thinking “you’re just kidding me”. But I’m not. I do remember that, but if my Mom asked me then I said “nope, I didn’t do that”. Because I think “what’s wrong with me?” It likes something controlling my body.

And one day my Mom saw something big red thing near me. Then I think “is it something evil around me?” Maybe yes, because you know when I think about something, then it’ll be happened. One day, my lil cousin bought a balloon and I just wondering “if the balloon flew, is he will cry?” then just a second the balloon fly and he was cry. But I was “nawww, never mind”. Then suddenly one day, there’s a hanger in my bathroom, it’s a bit heavy (from steel) and I thought it’ll be hurt if that thing hit my feet or something. Then I come out, my sis go for shower. But aha… lets guess. I think you know already. The hanger broke and fell right into my sis feet. Not just make her hurt but it makes her nails off. There were bloods in the floor. I felt so guilty, I don’t tell anyone.

But before all things happened there is always a black bird come to my house in night. It just fly for about second then goes… I don’t like the bird sound. It’s different with crow or owl. My heart beat so fast when I heard it. A bit out of breath, I’m afraid something bad will happen again. And after the bird came, bad thing always (ALWAYS) come next day in my neighborhood. Someone got drowned in the river, car accident, robbery, homicide and many kinds. I dunno what exactly, but maybe the bird just want to warning me. But what should I do? I can’t help all those people.

It makes me out from school for 2 years. And the worse is in that 2 years I didn’t go anywhere. Not even go to the garden in front of my house. Because I don’t want if I meet people then I think something bad. Then they hurt. Ohh… I don’t want to imagine.

I want the evil stay away from me! Because my body becomes so hot, it likes burning inside. Even I hold so many ices. I can’t feel the cold from the ice.

And how can I survive from all those weird and freaky things. This is the odd one. Hope you all who read this not think that I’m crazy or something. I told Visor (Visor666), Lena (Psykobouliz) and Fian (Fian) about this before but not all the part.

One day, 4 years ago. I met someone. He's like a 1 or 2 years older than me. Well not physically because I never see him. I just can hear his voice. Weird right? Yes it is. When I was cry, sad or feel alone, he always there for me. He always try to cheer me up, asking me why I cry. I do mad with him once because why he never got angry with me when I was angry with him, he just smile. I know it hard to explain.

Back to problem, one day he said to me to face the evil. But how? He said to me; don’t be afraid, cuz the evil just used me as a moderator. Because, if I stay at home forever, the evil will controlling my brain and take me with it. First it was hard, but he was there. When I fell uncomfortable, he said it’ll be alright, he’s here behind my back.

Then one day he said to me if he’s not here anymore I must promise that I’ll be alright without him. I wonder what’s wrong. Next night I can’t hear him again, and my life with all the things, the black bird and all of those kinds are gone. I didn’t hear or seeing odd again. I dunno what thing that he does to make the evil vanished. But I can’t meet him anymore, he’s gone... Just leave memory and courage for me. Hope he's not sacrified his life to saved me. Nobody knows this before, but now you know…

And I don’t care what kind he is, I mean I don’t care he’s a ghost, a coma person and his soul is walk away, a person that can do telepathy, or maybe he’s my guardian angel. All I want is I want to meet him in real and say million or billion thanx to him.

And I must thanx to the that big red thing cuz he's not come near me then I will never meet someone that help me a lot.

Well this is for Holly (LP_Fan101). I wrote my life to make you know that you’re not alone faces something like that and I know how it feels. You’re not out of your mind. Don’t be afraid, tell someone that you trust. And hope because there is always a miracle.

And trust me my friends, I’m here for you, just tell me if you have problem. Maybe I can help you. Even I can’t be there.

And thanx to all my LPN friends, you all always make me smile and laugh all time... You're the best, I guarantee...

PS: I’m not lie about the story

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shivakshi

shivakshi

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delhi, IN

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Posted 5 months ago (changed 5 months ago) by shivakshi
hey... i totally believe you.... you were lucky to have a guardian angel to save you..... not everyone is that fortunate..... and one day you will get a chance to thank your angel . . . . . . .
DamiT4eva

DamiT4eva

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lagos, NE

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wish i could die [sounds fun]

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Posted 5 months ago by DamiT4eva
that has to be God for all those evil things to go [although i don't understand your english] but I'm sure that the devil came to posses you and so out of pity, God sent an angel in disguise of a human [he loves doing that] to help you. don't worry your guardian angel is not dead he's still alive but this time he's watching and taking care of you alone with the holy trinity you from above. plus- when i was small i was more wicked than you but now thanks to God , I'm alright [ i cry a lot like an idiot]. God saved you before the devil destroyed you [your story is exactly like my, i even thought of become a witch doctor.] bye!
limk_88

limk_88

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xiamen, CN

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Posted 5 months ago by limk_88
yea,i believe. u are blessed and lucky with ur guardian angel.and i hope everything and everyone is OK now. and wish u a good holiday.
shivpriya

shivpriya

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mumbai, IN

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Posted 5 months ago by shivpriya
hey fasya i believe in everything that u ve said ......i believe u coz one of my best frns is suffering from the same ..........and i understand.....and i hope that u meet ur angel some day i truly hope that by my heart........love u and i ll be there for u
Bhavana

Bhavana

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trying to get thorugh!

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Posted 5 months ago by Bhavana
fasya..u r one big hell of a person...nobody could have ever known that u have gone through so much...u r such a sweetheart person...i do hope u meet him once again and m able to thank him!!...........if u ever need anyone to talk to ill b always der!,,,,,love u.......and my bst wishs for u!
daffodil

daffodil

Female, 22

piatra neamt, RO

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Bury my dreams, dig up my sorrows

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Posted 5 months ago by daffodil
If you believe in evil you believe in God, right? I mean, you can't have evil without God, this is why you have chosen to see that "person" that help you as your guardian angel, but in the end I honestly believed that it was just you. You helped yourself, your guardian angel it's just you, your mind giving you somenoe to talk to. Believe me, I know how it's like to ask and answer your own questions and to believe with all your heart that you really talk to someone. Please don't be mad at me, this is just my opinion, I believe that people are stong enough to get over anything but this power scares them so they just "blame" someone else for things they do on their own
eLgEE

eLgEE

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Bogor, ID

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I'm My oWn woRsT eNeMy...!!

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Posted 5 months ago by eLgEE
Trus satu waktu ada seseorang yg bs liat makhluk halus bilang, klo di belakang kaka ipar gw itu ada nenek2, yg ngikutin terus.. (hueeehh.. believe it or not..) katanya sih mungkin jin dr nenek buyutnya, coz ka2 ipar gw bs ngobatin orang, sama ky nenek buyutnya dulu..

Waktu itu Qta cm nyaranin banyak2 istighfar.. biar pengaruh buruknya ilang. And Alhamdulillah, sejak naik haji 2 taun lalu sampe skrg ga ada lg kejadian2 aneh kaya gitu.. So, saran gw bwt lo, banyak2in istighfar, sholat n berdoa.. okeh! good luck bro! =)
eLgEE

eLgEE

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Posted 5 months ago by eLgEE
Actually, kaka ipar gw jg dulu ngalamin itu, awalnya Qta jg ga percaya yg dia omongin bs jd kenyataan, tp karna banyak yg bener lama2 ragu jg.. misalnya : sambil becanda, dia pernah bilang ke temennya yg make HP jadul, "eh, HPmu knp ga diganti?", temennya jawab, "ntar deh,msh bs dipake ini.." ,trus kaka ipar gw bilang "klo kelamaan ntar keburu ilang loh! hehe".. and, guess what?! a few days later temenya nelpon, "eh, HPku ilang! kamu siih..". WALAAAHH... not only that, msh banyak kasus2 lain.. and rata2 mendatangkan musibah, bukan rezeki..hehe. I'll tell U if U want to..
eLgEE

eLgEE

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Bogor, ID

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I'm My oWn woRsT eNeMy...!!

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Posted 5 months ago by eLgEE
All I can say is.. wow! I mean..U look so cheerful, who thought that U've been hiding such a complicated feeling inside of U..?? uhm... maybe the one that happened to U is such a weird thing, but I'm sure that won't make U a weird person. So, cheer up gal! =)
MaximuM

MaximuM

Male, 15

Jakarta, ID

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I dunno, confused...

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Posted 5 months ago by MaximuM
Why you never tell this before? But ok then I won't tell anybody in our family if you don't want it. Take care and hope you can meet him again. I think you will, someday. Even it's kinda odd. But I do believe
LP_Fan101

LP_Fan101

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Crawley, GB

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Posted 6 months ago by LP_Fan101
Omg thank you so much Fasya for this! I want to hug you now!! Your story is very similar to mine and I know I'm not the only one that has experienced things like this. It doesn't help that my religion is based around evil, demons and spirits all the time but I'm not the way my family want me to be. I can't thank you enough for this!! All but a massive THANK YOU!! You're so great and I'm lucky to have you as a friend =D

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